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2025: The Last Year of A 9 Year Cycle!

Endings. Completions. Losses. Realisations. Letting Go... The Closing of Karmic & Soul Contracts.


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The worst year of my life. 2025, a year nine; a year of completions, endings, cycles coming to closure, and completions of karmic or old soul contracts.


Anything not in alignment with your soul has been let go of and released this year, and this is my personal experience. My journey has been DIFFICULT! from being stuck in a hotel in Nepal, actually begging the owner to let me stay while I wait for my money- feeding me every day, being patient and kind with me to the max... to then almost being made to stay in Nepal in the airport like a stray dog... with 6+ frightening Nepalise officials (all men) taking my power, being uncompromiseable in every way (I was $40 short for my overstay). I mean, literally sobbing on the floor, screaming a lil + showcasing my best diplomatic skills. I was also clearly petrified...


... then coming back to England to be made homeless once again. Its just been a genuinely disgraceful year for Grace.


Oh yeah, and I received my first physical attack in this lifetime! 😭💔😱
Oh yeah, and I received my first physical attack in this lifetime! 😭💔😱

Upun returning to England, I stayed in London backpackers for around a week before going back to the lion AKA rastafarian ex. Mmm. It was less toxic for me, more loving, but, still, I had to leave. It was the same sh*t that put me in a Refuge in 2023. I found Solace in Birmingham living with two African older women who gave me a lot of insight; once again, sparking my intuition. Yeah I made a stupid decision once again and returned to my Rastafarian lover. Because I was evicted for no apparent reason; my UC claim was denied... the power driven and judgemental ways of the "boss lady" at HRT, an old Scottish thug (apparently) made me homeless... and sent back to the Refuge system/the cycle of abuse.


Seriously, wtf.



So I went back to Tafara, my lover, my soulmate; my kin... with no hate or false speech, he became the most violent ever. In our three years physically together, this was the first time he started hitting me- slaps and full on battery!!! I got a punch in my face resulting in nosebleed, head trauma, and a chipped tooth. He broke my tooth. Slaps and bruises became a regular occurrence... At the end of June I had enough- I said no, realised despite the passion and soul depth Bond I couldn't stay. I called the police after my last 3 head slaps, 2 big arm bruises, and a fractured wrist- they escorted me to safety, and I returned to a refuge. My third refuge.


Essentially Grace has had no security this year. I've lost money, thousands to thousands of pounds (I'm naive, gullible, and easily manipulated) : I turned down love in the Sacred Mother Land (INDIA)... from the most gorgeous and divine Indian-Jamaican Yogi to other men and women I could have shared platonic or romantic love. In Goa, a place I found tribe and Solace, to then returning to the UK to be rejected and denied basic human security. (First UC claim denied.)


Oh yes, and I got evicted from my third Refuge because I created a THANK YOU post of appreciation with the charity's name/slogan. No address given, post code area not even shared- my wrist was still hurting at this point and bruises not even fully healed... damn (2 days eviction notice... trauma ontop of trauma). You think this is a pity post? Pffft. Trauma is anchored into my story.


This isn't even mentioning I haven't had one single ghostwriting gig since last year! The last ghostwriting gig I had was in December 2024 and that was a saving grace that got me from India to Nepal. Positives? I've slept in direct view of the Himalayan mountains; I had a beautiful little room with a private balcony where the Himalayas shone their majestic white light on me... I've ridden elephants through Nepalese jungle... traveled solo for nine months and let go of old Lovers for good. I am now back to Ground Zero, rock bottom, but also basics. Innocence. Roots...Space to create. 


I'm in a supported accommodation room in Birmingham with nothing but my smile and newfound sense of Humble self-autonomy. 

With a 100% job success score on Upwork, being a top-rated freelancer and having worked with some world class humans:  from a guest speaker on the official Dalai Lama documentary to my business mentor being one of the dragons in BBC Dragon's Den; to writing a book for a UK famous psychic with a one million plus Instagram following and 40K Plus 5 star reviews on Trust Pilot- the book I wrote him became a SUNDAY TIMES BESTSELLER...


I can't believe my bank account says minus £220 used overdraft! With no savings and no project requests, what is going on?! No one want to use me?


I wrote a new book, however, released on March14th- mine and Albert Einstein's birthday. Go Pisces! SOULPRINTS/WETIKO is available on Amazon... As all my other books are. Also found on Google search, Goodreads, and most online book retailers. I'm still available for writing projects; hire me, work with me... contact me. 


LORD KNOWS THIS STARSEED NEEDS SOME LUCK. 💜💫💚😭🙌🏽





 
 
 

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